If you’re anything like me, you like being able to predict events in order to be best prepared. You like to be in control of your emotions and to foresee if and when anything is going to go wrong. Of course, this way of being has many benefits, but the realities of life mean that it’s impossible to know exactly what tomorrow will hold. Having a risk free existence isn’t an option if you plan to do anything meaningful and my desire to be in control was crippling my creativity and making my marriage miserable.
I’m typically a five year plan kind of girl, but after deciding to pursue my music career full time last year, my grand plans were reduced to 5 days at best. Once the excitement of completing the ‘Full Circle’ tour had subsided, I went into panic and sleepless nights, wandering if I’d made the wrong decision.
However, one of the most significant turning points occurred when I made the decision to be more vulnerable. Sound scary? Well it did for me too until I watched this.